Boo! Well Thankgiving is a time to go have fun and stuff faces full of food until we pass out. It is also the the time to watch the end of the world disaster porn 2012 with your family. Though I have to say that this movie was worse than The Day After Tomorrow and The Core... if they had unnatural and unholy sex together. And it sucks even worse because I'm Chinese. Why do you ask? Why should any race be fucked over in a movie of global disaster? Well I'll tell you, beware of spoilers from this point forward. Oh yeah... and Snape kills Dumbledore.

2012 is a biblical story apparently that just uses current predictions as a step ladder. Just think of Noah and the Ark, with unnecessary butt cracks that Hollywood likes to insert in every movie. And yeah, that's your plot. But instead of the main character being Noah, you got a stowaway family as your group of protagonists. The government first finds out about this impending disaster in 2010. They have 2 years to build a plan to survive, aka, build a series of arks in the Himalayas to withstand tsunamis. But, instead of building it for people who deserve to go on it, they sell the tickets to the richest of people at 1 billion euros a seat. And guess who gets to build these arks? Which country would have enough resources, and man-power to take on such an insane project that would save 400,000 rich assholes? The Chinese. Guess who doesn't get to go on it? Everyone who isn't rich... which includes the Chinese people who built these ships.

But that's not my only beef with this movie. Scientifically speaking Hollywood wasn't evn trying with this one. It just grated on m nerves. First of all, subatomic particles can't "mutate". And even if they could, they wouldn't affect the earth's core, because we'd see much more devastating effects before it could penetrate the earth's surface. Can anyone say microwaved? We'd all be bombarded with the stuff if something like a stray electron can cause havoc with our bodies, what can you say about radioactive particles?

And as for plot... or lack thereof is poorly masked with the endless amounts of CG of land destruction. But for people who actually pays attention, it's the same cliche and overused plot in all of these scientific movies. Lots of people dying... getting maimed... mooning the audence unnecessarily before being crushed by a piece of burning earth... Okay, that part was kind of out there. Overall, there wasn't a single character in there that deserved my liking. AT ALL!!! I mean at least in the Day After Tomorrow, the father was noble and... whatever, noble. And in the core, the protagonist guy (can't remember his name) was kinda likable. But in this movie there's NO ONE to like! I sat through 3 hours of destructo-porn for absolutely no reason! And by the time the movie was over, I just wanted my money back. So kiddies, only watch it if you're hoping to get laid because you can't afford a piece of land in Africa.

I've often wondered what the hell is all the excitement over love... well now I know. Boo. It sucks. It has got to be the most irritating thing I've ever encountered in my life, seeing as how I can't concentrate on anything else. And I have a long list of things to do that all require my attention and focus. But NOOOO!

Of course God would just like to drop this biological ticker on me now, when I have about a million things to rush through and not enough time to do it all. And of course, looking at all my friends who are either in a stable relationship or getting married only serves to make me even more depressed. Of course I'm happy for all of them, and I wish them well. But seeing one of them, makes me think of the person I love, and... I'm back to fucking square one.

The best part is that this guy has obviously no fucking clue, and I'm debating about whether or not I should tell him. On one hand, if he rejects me, it'l give me a world of peace, if not embarassment... and regret, seeing as he's about the only DECENT guy I've liked in a long while. On the other hand, if I don't, i won't live through the regret! Yay! But I'm being driven fucking insane at the same time. All of this has lead me to a single conclusion.

I fucking hate love.

this semester is turning out to be a drag. I missed the movie run, I missed Festivus, and now I'm stressing out over orgo even though I don't know if I can study any more than what I already have.... Yeah I think I'm officially going insane. Oh well!

Today was a horrible day. Apparently within two hours before me posting this, my family was robbed. We went to Sachem to walk on the tracks, it's a ritual we practice daily during the summer, because the air is pretty fresh there. During the time of our walk, our front passenger seat was broken in. My mother's bag was stolen along with all of her credit cards. It's horrific to think that something could happen like this.

It's not that I don't thin this sort of thing wa possible, I'm not blind to the fact that there are bad people in the world. But the fact that it happend in a school, and not to mention the school that I went to. That kind of thing really just scares me. Fortunately we closed all of the cards before the burglars spent too much. They only had the chance to abuse it for gas money.

Well our holiday is now apparently ruined, and whatever good mood we've had during the day is now crumbling with our own nervousness. I feel bad for mom, no doubt this is not do her any good with her blood pressure. this sort of thing, I'm sure will disillusion her for a better part of the week.

We've all had our faults too, because with the peace during these past few years, we've grown careless. I think that in a way this is a blessing for us to open our eyes once more. Our losses were minimal, though the insurance probably won't cover the window. Still, a few hundred bucks spent from our own hands is better than the same few hundred spent from the hands of those burglars in my opinion.

Okay, well it's been a month already... x,x;; time flies when you're swamped with work i guess. Well I'm finally done with two of my summer classes and now there's only two more left to go! ;D

As for Sachem, I did go, but I wasn't able to see you guys there. So, sorry about that. :-/ Anyhoo, not much has been going on, except that my cousin came to visit us a couple of weeks ago. She got a job! yay! woot! that... and she got me into cross-stitching... x.x;; i know... at first I was like WTF?! But it was actually really fun and meditative... in a way (if you ignore the pricking fingers with needles part x.x;

Her friends were so funny tho, she told me that one of her friends just got a greencard, and she wa insecure about it actually working or not. So she drove herself and my cousin from Albany down to Mexico, and crossed the border. She waited like... 5 minutes, and decided that it worked pretty good and came right back. xDD I thought that was the funniest thing EVER!

As for Transformers.. I REALLY WANNA GOO!!!!!!! Hopefully I'll be able to find time soon ;_; it'd be a pity not to see it since I heard some really good stuff about it. X3 Anyhoo, check my scraps, i posted a new one up there. No line work either, i"m just hoping that I'll be able to finish this one before my computer does something stupid again to crash it. x.x;; evil piece of junk.

Anyhoo that's about it! *poofs*